March 2012
8 posts
I feel like I like my feet.
if i said to one of my facebook friends “you would pose for esquire”
would that be…?
i could say, “you would pose for esquire, even though you might wouldn’t tomorrow because you would think that you are too fat, but if you were very thin and looked different you would be very happy to pose for esquire magazine in a photoshoot that is exclusively shot to turn people...
a short story that blainedecent wrote for me.
blainedecent:
A story a friend asked me to write about an hour ago. She said: “a family is gathering, ~three generations, not everyone in the tree, but people from far away other states, other time zones, to see the oldest male of the family on his death bed. he’s estimated to have a week to live”
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story a friend told
blainedecent:
“remember that big like “the rapture is happening” thing? i mean that happens sometimes, people say that, and sometimes people believe them and then other people believe them. it was the day before and i was like “oh god tomorrow is the rapture!” and then the friend i said it to said, “well, either way, it’s not the end of the world”
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January 2012
3 posts
:D
placatesalivate:
rules for self:
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be more positive
be less judgmental
no caffeine
no redbull
plan meals- fresh fruit/ vegetable as frequently as possible
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if i am wonderful, so are you.
:D
placatesalivate:
rules for self: ————————- be more positive be less judgmental
no caffeine no redbull plan meals- fresh fruit/ vegetable as frequently as possible —————————————————————————
if i am wonderful, so are you.
December 2011
12 posts
last post: quote
current post: my mom and i watched an alfred hitchcock film and talked about the history of bras and um, pirates.
sometimes i think that i should start reading the news, then i go, yeah, current events: important, sure. but i know that stuff will bring me down, but i feel like i should show a little care and interest in it anyway.
we also talked about cats.
today i ate a bunch of sundried tomatoes
they said, “i know you want to eat me”
and then i did.
when you get everything you want
and then you make a fuck out of it
is there anything else to live for?
YOU ARE TOO GOODLOOKING
dear security blanket
you do not actually keep me safe
you just make me look like a baby
if you didn't exist you wouldn't even know it?
a dream i had
i dreamt that i walked all through a museum that was maybe a pyramid and then picked up this big monkey reproduction and put it in my backpack, and these little fortune-telling figurines, and people kept saying, as long as you return it! and i would say “of course i will!” but then i kept walking out to my car and drove away.
i told paul about this part of the dream and he says:...
i feel like i used to live kind of privately and successfullyishly happily, but these days i’m kind of getting really weird and pathetic like i’m trying to escape but then i don’t go anywhere.
i wear my shoes and jacket , the door open, sitting like a cat ready to pounce but then just chatting with people on the internet and reading poetry instead.
i’ve been trying to...
my scalp is itchy and i feel like there’s a bath running in the other room
but really i haven’t started the tap
my feet are cold
my hands are stiff
my coat’s still on but i’m barefoot
i would like to learn the constellations and the names of the stars, i think tonight i will stargaze, but i might stargaze like the same way i looked for an acorn today, i didn’t...
please forgive me
i live like this: i am going to read so much poetry. i am going to read so much poetry then spend sometime outside and look at an acorn then write a poem about it but then instead i brew a cup of coffee and put my coat on and leave the coffee to cool in a cup next to me and there’s too much junk on my couch for me to move it to lay down so i just look at facebook still wearing my coat and...
to the blue-eyed adonis that exists across the...
you’ve been in my dreams, shopping with a grocery cart one night without me and last night repeating me, confirming my fears, “it’s all autopilot”.
November 2011
13 posts
keep it alive
August 2011
9 posts
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once a friend of mine said..
once a girl friend of mine said, “can i keep you in my pocket watch?”
once a boy friend of mine said, “you are sex on two legs.”
once a girl friend of mine said, “you are the best person i know.”
once a boy friend of mine said, “when did you get so lame?”
the-questioner asked: whats your deal? criticizing other people's reactions to their own life and troubles. You don't know me. everyone functions differently and its ignorant to think that something that works and is easy for you will also work for other people.
Yeah, you got free speech and what not and my tumblr is public but no one goes on tumblr asking for critiques of them. They post their...
Yeah, you got free speech and what not and my tumblr is public but no one goes on tumblr asking for critiques of them. They post their...
the-questioner asked: oh, and its strange how you made public you're critique of me but made private my rebuttal, like you don't want others following you to read my end.
the-questioner asked: why do you doubt that?
maytagmaytag:
It really hurts to watch everyone around me enjoy life and not be allowed to be included.
There are so many people I miss right now and many, I bet, I will never get to see again and its not even my fault.
i doubt you are not allowed to be included.
July 2011
12 posts
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clockworktardis:
The Saturn V, which I see every day when I drive past the US Space & Rocket Center. We have two: one scale model, and giant pieces of another one in captivity, under glass. William Fucking Shatner dedicated it for us, but it wasn’t about him. It was about the giant rocket that scorched the sky and paved the way into space, and the men and women who made it possible.
The...
there was a vice article about tumblr. it linked me here http://rotting.tumblr.com/
and i have a fever, and vice puts me on edge, and then i went to that tumblr and i felt like… just go to that site, maybe?
i have spent too much time on the internet, probably.
Imagine being somebodys muse.
paperdress-ox:
That would be amazing.
i’d rather be the artist.